NO shade but there’s a few people I’m glad I’m not close to anymore.
(via spikes-and-singlets)
January 10, 2019
I’m so numb to it all. I feel nothing. Maybe because I just lost all hope. Maybe because I seen this coming. Maybe because I knew all along. I wanted to be right so bad. I just knew it was meant to be. I just knew it. Deep down also knowing I was wrong. Knowing in the end I was gonna get hurt. I knew every time but every time I jumped head first. Head first onto cement. Only this time it didn’t hurt. Maybe because I slammed into the ground way before now. Possibly daydreaming? Daydreaming whole walking around with my brains out. I don’t even think he was the reason I crashed. I think I been lost hope. Hope of being happy with someone else. I think that’s long gone for me but why me?
